Wednesday, January 12, 2005

tanjung rambutan, psy and I

This is my 6th week of psy posting...and ...hmm...i have 2 more weeks to start all over again...and I AM READY!!..hehehe...The funny thing is ...bila dah 6th week...baru i got d feel to actually, start doing something.

Yupp, maybe i was too into my japan trip, nevertheless, the feel and excitement was not really there and d anxious part mixed up,produce a "blur" me.Last thursday, 6th of january, was our visit to Hospital Bahagia ULu Kinta aka the famous Tanjung Rambutan. Hmm, funny, weird but expected, it is a peaceful tranquil place, a nice big place with lot of lands and green. Sometime i wish i have that big land, i love land...naturalist in a way...

Okay, today, even it did not start that well, woke up quite late, the alarm did not really work, d traffic was terrible, had to park several hundreds meters away from the usual place, and was sitted at the back row, i did archived quite lot of things, compare to other days....

Yupp, i am ready to jet away to this weird planet of psychitary...even i should do it 6 weeks ago, but i guess, it is not too late ...and it is just ME...yupp..it is about tanjung rambutan, psy and I....

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Japan, where d sun rise :)

It is among d best trip ever...Japan is a marvellous learning experience.. Looking back at all the things that i had to go thro to be there, it is worth even more.

Japan, always fascinated me in many ways even before i was there. Japanese dorama is my fav type of drama, d culture and d language never fail to excite me. And standing there in Japan, is totally a nice feeling, hard to describe. The scenery, environment and the society, woven by the culture and the new era of resolution, i can feel and experience it, bring me back to the memories and dreams that i always imagine of.

But, the great thing about this trip is not only japan and it known properties, this trip had a spirit by itself, reasons that make it so meaningful. I learned a lot of things, from tiny things like snowflakes to superb technology-the shinkansen, and emotions and sprituality, from friendship to the incredible theme of religion.

I nearly cancelled my trip to japan, several times, had termendous 3 months of emotional lability due to this trip. Money was flowing out like water, that by second day, i promised myself not to actually convert the amount i spent to malaysian ringgit. Sleepless nights and dissociative fugue were the usual night events. Meeting new exciting peoples was a ritual every single day. It was great to actually woke up, and happy to face and enjoy a new day, forgetting a bit about my life in malaysia. Don't get me wrong, the trip did have it ups and downs, and i did experience it, nevertheless it was truly meaningful, a down part that u treasured and happy that it did happened.

This is my first chapter of japan, really hope the next chapter of experience will come...konichiwa...